To Rain or Not To Rain

The night is warm. I am starting to feel so uncomfortable with my cheesy sticky armpits. Just then, cold air starts to blew in from my window. I remember that smell. Its rain. Problem solved. Instead of pizza hut cheesy stickiness, its just now a harmless harden layer of cheese. No big deal.
The rain became heavier. I became more excited. I believe its not just me who has this feeling of 'safe' inside the house where there is a thunder storm outside..... felt so secure and so refreshing. But have you ever think for a second that, there are homeless people, maybe just outside or below your apartment praying so hard not to rain? While your are cheering for just a tiny bit luxury of comfort, they are fighting for their lives not to freeze to death? You can blame those hobos for not getting their lives right, but what if you are that hobo for a certain stupid reason and you just needed a second chance, hoping so hard for one tiny bit of empathy? Oh man. Whatever. Just don't freeze to death ok? I ain't Santa. I can't help you. Although I once thought I could. Even save all those in need.

How I wish I could have the courage, to give them a warm blanket, and a warm hug. I really do. But, I don't want them follow me home!! Preying on my kindness!! OMG!! OMG!!! OMG!!!!

So, whenever you feel so happy in your life, pls, at least do this, take a moment to think of those who suffer out there. That will always remind you not to be greedy and be a better person.

End Of Chapter 1

Sorry guys. My bad. And yes, I am a jerk. Sorry about that. I will visit you guys from time to time. Just forget about that last 3 hidden letters. Its doesn't mean anything and suppose to be funny, but it isn't anymore. Take care! Up up and away...

And these 2 sad creations of mine, they are so ugly because their master is such a lazy and irresponsible arse to even polish them up. Poor poor things.

Princess' Dream

Spiral, Never Ending

Beneath the Underneath. Can You See Me Now?

From the day I started blogging, I enjoyed it very, very, much. Aside from my senility, i am able to post some of my feelings out and that felt good. Revealing my true self is something I wanted to do in this e-world of masks, and I did. Even though I am a nobody, I wish that, through my posts, somebody will be able to harvest additional point of views and benefit from them. Whether this blog will help me eventually or not, I do not mind. Especially, after knowing you guys, that matters most. Long live Paranormal! Long live Steve! :P

Wohoo! *belly dancing
For those who can see me, a moment of silence...
for me, please.
Thank you.

Bad Situation, Ever

I have read some cases in the papers and magazine of some situations I WOULD NEVER want to be in. One of them:


You are sitting at the bus stand, waiting for a bus. Its time to head home after a tough and merciless day at work. All you need now is a quiet 30 mins journey, back to your home sweet home, your sanctuary. And then......

Came 2 'brats'. 4 and 6 years old, can't seems to pipe down with their ridiculous banshee crying and frustrating shrieking tandrums. You wonder who their parents are and wishes to congratulate them for their child's upbringing job welldone.

You finally spotted their father, sitting alone, aside. Day dreaming, doing nothing to stop his kids. That makes your blood boiled to a degree thicker than ever. Just when you are focusing your sharpest stare, aiming and searching to bulleyes his line of sight, he suddenly turns to at you and said; "I am truly sorry, their mother had just passed away. They miss her alot and they wanted to see her now. I... I just don't know what to do.". And tears roll down from his cheek.

Holy cow(everybody wave at misti)! Just when you are ready to spurt out those earth shattering curses, you are able to swallow them back with a big gulp. You felt a lit.............tle relief that the nasty 4 letter word didn't come out from your hole, but that doesn't ease your heart. Why didn't you just ignore and endure a little while longer? Why must you be the bad guy in such a misleading twist of event? Sigh.


Get the story? The 'Benefit of Doubt'. Use it moderately and SINCERELY. Don't cheat. It will come back at ya. Use IT for a better good, and not as an excuse.

Waaaakakakakaka uncle steve and his senile mumblings!! HELP ME!!!!

Filler Steve

Sorry guys for the missing in action stunt. I just came back to singapore and I am not feeling too well these days. Sick :(
So, in the meantime, pls let me entertain you all with this amatuer chinese ensemble piece of mine, 'Pride'. I know nuts (nuthingz) about chinese instruments and ensembles, so the real musicians out there, pls have mercy on your comments :P
The flute sounds weird and ya, I beat those drums myself on da keyboard.... now misti knows how i got those bandaged fists.... lol

Will promise to post soon. Take care everyone :D

The Little Story of Paranormal Steve

Have you ever blame Mr Big Guy upstairs for your life? Be frank about it. Now come on....... Bah just admit it. Great..... now, together, we go to hell. Not! :P

I always wonders why, am I born with no superpowers (ya ya ya I AM childish lol), not in a rich family, no luck with big sweeps or TOTO (lottery), not to mention with girls...... sigh.

I lost my mom when i was 7. Started a part-time job at 12. Officially selling my butts off (means working! means working!!) when i was 19, fresh from school. Goodbye to my teen hood, no bowling, no hang around with friends, no courting girls, nothing. To continue studying is no longer an option for me, since my family was in financial difficulty almost forever. At the age of 20, I managed to lose a large sum of money. How much? Almost 2 x (,) How? That IS the reason I am an idiot. And then I landed in a foreign country working to pay my ass off. Interesting? Hell no!! LOL!

Should I file a law suit against Mr Big guy upstairs? What have I done to deserve this? Its like a Hong Kong drama for god's sake. This isn't real. It only happens in the movies. Why me? (Why can't I be superman instead??!!)

Then I came to an enlightenment *sound effect of holy light shone upon (glowing halo and butterflies dancing on my head) Believe me. I'd rather go though my life as what HE wanted me to. I got a house, a beautiful wife, a car, a pineapple tree..... What I have now can not be achieved without that unreasonably painful ****ing journey.

Every twist and turn has their 'big' reasons. E-V-E-R-Y-ONE of them. If you met an accident, and you have to fork out $2000 just to repair your car, do you fret and shoot your middle finger to the sky and shout 'Watcha do that for??!! Are u happy now? Huh?! Huh?!'? Did you ever think that this is some kind of a message, like HE is telling you that your driving SUCKS BIG TIME man!!!, and be extra careful, before you drive off a bridge or knock some poor guy down? Glad you got the accident now ya? Ok..... shaddap and pay up.

If we can explain why or how this works, we should be sitting on highest post up up and away, and not rotting down here now ya? Or maybe banished for eternity, cos he doesn't want other people smarter than HIM :P (pls... i meant no disrespect. remember... a sense of humour... sense of humour!!!) Yup. Thats it. I can't believe I am writing this on my 2nd post. So be happy. COS I AM NOT!!!!! Not! :P

Moral of the story:
Offend HIM and feel HIS wrath!!!!

Everything happens for a reason far far FAR beyond our limited comprehension.
You won't meet a certain person, or achievements you've got, or the position you are in right now, if not for some certain painful path that we had went though.

P.S. This 'theory' doesn't apply to ALL people. They are my own experiences and personal point of view about life. I sincerely apologize to those who gets offended by this post. Have a HAPPY DAY!

Everybody is Sad

Hey guys, before you reach for your rope or razor blades or ACME TNTs, pls give yourselves a hard spank on yer face. Rise and shine. Playtime's over. We are back. Too bad. Life's gotta move on. Believe me, I know Mr.Sad, he IS mean and he tickles my butt every now and then, and he is quite a charming fellow actually.... ahem.

Oh well....... (British accent)
Move on........(British accent)
Shoo... go away. Do your daily things. You had your daily dose. Now be happy. There are alot of 'REALLY' poor and miserable people out there, some barely able to complain. So what's our pain compared to them? Smile ok? Be real. :D

Think about it.



*Btw, the song is composed and performed by me. Pls forgive me for selling my song, by toying with your emotions. Those who felt cheated and wish to file a complaint, pls approach mistipurple's desk. Thanks. :P