Tuesday, June 24, 2008

So Long, (Not that.....)

This song is SO in the right moment.

Steven's Journey Of A Thousand Mile

Thanks for all the support during my blogging days. Thanks for the visits. Thanks for the comments(sorry which I disabled, for certain reason). Thanks for knowing me. And most of all, thanks for making me feel my own existence.

The world is so big, and yet it looks so small to me. Yes, I choose to confine myself even after I exposed myself to the wonders of the world. Maybe I am sick. Or maybe I am just plain lazy. Maybe I hate crowds of people. Or maybe I just hate every single soul. Maybe I am different. Or maybe I am just a stupid smart ass who thought he is different, and ends up being some lunatic wannabe.

I have too many contradictory that I need to sort out myself.

I am happy to be truthful, telling my thoughts and my point of view without hesitation, and my real life experience, where I succeed and failed. But, I too enjoy lying. How I succeed in outrageous lies and challenge for more, is.... exciting.

I am happy to share laughter with all people, doing silly acts, telling funny jokes, watching people laugh. At the same, I am too, much happy to be alone, in my own chalk square drawn on the floor. Just standing still. Doing nothing and silent is my party.

So I made a choice, which is to stand alone, sharing my thoughts with myself and most of the time, having a good time myself, with myself ....no, no, no dirty thoughts :) Steven ain't a bit sexy, so don't even try... LOL

Wish me luck and, don't...., ever...., envy me :p Have a good life and makes no regret. See ya!! errr.. nnnnnnnnope. You wont be seeing me. "Tell the world to remember me as a hero...ro...o..o..o..." *fades....


Bye!
From Steven with love