To Rain or Not To Rain

The night is warm. I am starting to feel so uncomfortable with my cheesy sticky armpits. Just then, cold air starts to blew in from my window. I remember that smell. Its rain. Problem solved. Instead of pizza hut cheesy stickiness, its just now a harmless harden layer of cheese. No big deal.
The rain became heavier. I became more excited. I believe its not just me who has this feeling of 'safe' inside the house where there is a thunder storm outside..... felt so secure and so refreshing. But have you ever think for a second that, there are homeless people, maybe just outside or below your apartment praying so hard not to rain? While your are cheering for just a tiny bit luxury of comfort, they are fighting for their lives not to freeze to death? You can blame those hobos for not getting their lives right, but what if you are that hobo for a certain stupid reason and you just needed a second chance, hoping so hard for one tiny bit of empathy? Oh man. Whatever. Just don't freeze to death ok? I ain't Santa. I can't help you. Although I once thought I could. Even save all those in need.

How I wish I could have the courage, to give them a warm blanket, and a warm hug. I really do. But, I don't want them follow me home!! Preying on my kindness!! OMG!! OMG!!! OMG!!!!

So, whenever you feel so happy in your life, pls, at least do this, take a moment to think of those who suffer out there. That will always remind you not to be greedy and be a better person.

End Of Chapter 1

Sorry guys. My bad. And yes, I am a jerk. Sorry about that. I will visit you guys from time to time. Just forget about that last 3 hidden letters. Its doesn't mean anything and suppose to be funny, but it isn't anymore. Take care! Up up and away...

And these 2 sad creations of mine, they are so ugly because their master is such a lazy and irresponsible arse to even polish them up. Poor poor things.

Princess' Dream

Spiral, Never Ending

Beneath the Underneath. Can You See Me Now?

From the day I started blogging, I enjoyed it very, very, much. Aside from my senility, i am able to post some of my feelings out and that felt good. Revealing my true self is something I wanted to do in this e-world of masks, and I did. Even though I am a nobody, I wish that, through my posts, somebody will be able to harvest additional point of views and benefit from them. Whether this blog will help me eventually or not, I do not mind. Especially, after knowing you guys, that matters most. Long live Paranormal! Long live Steve! :P

Wohoo! *belly dancing
For those who can see me, a moment of silence...
for me, please.
Thank you.

Bad Situation, Ever

I have read some cases in the papers and magazine of some situations I WOULD NEVER want to be in. One of them:


You are sitting at the bus stand, waiting for a bus. Its time to head home after a tough and merciless day at work. All you need now is a quiet 30 mins journey, back to your home sweet home, your sanctuary. And then......

Came 2 'brats'. 4 and 6 years old, can't seems to pipe down with their ridiculous banshee crying and frustrating shrieking tandrums. You wonder who their parents are and wishes to congratulate them for their child's upbringing job welldone.

You finally spotted their father, sitting alone, aside. Day dreaming, doing nothing to stop his kids. That makes your blood boiled to a degree thicker than ever. Just when you are focusing your sharpest stare, aiming and searching to bulleyes his line of sight, he suddenly turns to at you and said; "I am truly sorry, their mother had just passed away. They miss her alot and they wanted to see her now. I... I just don't know what to do.". And tears roll down from his cheek.

Holy cow(everybody wave at misti)! Just when you are ready to spurt out those earth shattering curses, you are able to swallow them back with a big gulp. You felt a lit.............tle relief that the nasty 4 letter word didn't come out from your hole, but that doesn't ease your heart. Why didn't you just ignore and endure a little while longer? Why must you be the bad guy in such a misleading twist of event? Sigh.


Get the story? The 'Benefit of Doubt'. Use it moderately and SINCERELY. Don't cheat. It will come back at ya. Use IT for a better good, and not as an excuse.

Waaaakakakakaka uncle steve and his senile mumblings!! HELP ME!!!!

Filler Steve

Sorry guys for the missing in action stunt. I just came back to singapore and I am not feeling too well these days. Sick :(
So, in the meantime, pls let me entertain you all with this amatuer chinese ensemble piece of mine, 'Pride'. I know nuts (nuthingz) about chinese instruments and ensembles, so the real musicians out there, pls have mercy on your comments :P
The flute sounds weird and ya, I beat those drums myself on da keyboard.... now misti knows how i got those bandaged fists.... lol

Will promise to post soon. Take care everyone :D